Thursday, March 31, 2016

Mysteries



So why does that last post appear to have been published, when, I swear, I DID NOT hit the "publish" button....I was revising!  Thinking!  Second guessing, for goddsake!!

And this is only the latest Mystery in the current rebound from the recent Mercury in Retrograde period.  (I only know that Mercury was in Retrograde by it's effects in my life....if it turns out that Mercury was NOT in retrograde, please do not tell me.  My balance is tenuous.)

As another example, why has my new mortgage loan gone to the Underwriters when the Appraisal is not even back yet?  Hmmm????  You see?  It's a Mystery!

Why did my ex-husband text me an idea for a solution to our 2nd Amendment problems...(?)...to wit: that we should arm enforcers with tranquilizer darts instead of bullets.  What am I to say to that??  I see abuse potential. (?)

So. I actually was speechless.  Again, I am mystified!

Given that.

It's Spring in Montana!  Cloudy and sunny, and windy and warmish, and sleeting and raining...and....
a lot goes on here in Spring.  Ski season is totally on.  Go figure.

And I, apparently, have purchased a house in Three Forks.  Imagine that.

I need to look at the template for this blog....I want to change the title....maybe...at least add a permanent "redoux" to it...

And then what?  Facebook?  Sometimes I feel like I'm missing out.  Sometimes I feel like I'm hiding out. I feel like the world is out there, waiting to tear me from limb to limb....
I dunno.  It's paranoia; pure and simple.  Or, it's true. Does it matter?  What would the limb to limb thing look like?  ......picture this for a minute........Right.  Almost 70, no money, no stuff,  fragile self-image, not particularly threatening any particular body....nothing to get, nothing to loose....just what exactly would a digital limb to limb thing be?? Serious digital embarrassment?  But there ARE no secret sex tapes...no secret hoards of money or art.....nothing which could possibly justify blackmail....or even assault, I dare say. Jeez.....I feel awful...I'm going to go out and DO something worth somebody getting pissed off!  So far, I'm counting on the idea that just being me could generate some real annoyance! What a fragile base for my substantial paranoia!

Again, we have a MYSTERY !


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